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Using Accordance

February 4, 2010 · Leave a Comment

Accordance Library Window

My Library Window

I enjoy using Accordance, it’s flexible and I can set up the program quickly to accomplish whatever task I have in hand with a click or two (I save my workspaces).  I have a workspace for Greek, one for Hebrew, and one for when I’m doing English searches to find a quick reference or review something.  Most of my time, however, is spent in my Greek and Hebrew workspaces working on sermons.  I don’t claim to be a language scholar.  I know enough to make connections and spot trends, and my Greek is far better than my Hebrew, but I continue to translate my passages week after week because the act of doing so forces my brain to look at the text from a different light.  I can’t skim over important shifts with the thought, “Yah, I know this.”  It’s a very good spiritual, as well as an academic, discipline for me.  I used to do my translations in my word processor while skipping back and forth between the text in Accordance and my work – which got tedious from the very start – so I started using User Tools to not only keep track of my translations, but also my thoughts and comments on the passages as well.  I collect these thoughts into one user tool per sermon series or liturgical season and can access them through my library window.  I leave my current user tool open on my workspace, and when I shift to a new series I open the new tool and re-save my layout (actually, for a couple of weeks before I shift I have two User Tools open at any one time, because I like to translate ahead a few weeks).  With this set-up,  not only do I refrain from the madness of constantly switching apps, I also can go back to my sermon notes and see what I was thinking while prepping a message. It’s win all around for me. Typically speaking, I actually only rarely view my thoughts in the main accordance window.  Instead, I tend to leave the tool editor open so I can type and make changes to what I’m working on.

I’m pretty sure I’m not using the User Tools the way they were envisioned, but that’s what I like about Accordance.  If I want to lay something out in a way that the good folks who work on the program never dreamed up, I can.  It’s very nice. Below is an image of my Greek Workspace.

My Greek Workspace

My Greek Work Space

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Baptism

February 4, 2010 · Leave a Comment

A couple of weeks ago Central held a baptism worship for two folks who wanted to become members of the congregation.  They had been baptized as infants, raised in the Church, and had been living out their faith for years – but Central practices membership for only people who have been baptized as adults, and then only by immersion.  I feel uncomfortable with that part of the by-laws at Central, as it invalidates the journey of faith which people who come from other Christian traditions have have taken.  I have no problem celebrating believers’ baptism as a high ideal, I think practiced well it can be a wonderful thing – but I’ve also heard baptists who joke about how their infant baptism “didn’t count.”  All I can think is, “Didn’t count for what?”  I hate it when Christian sects pat themselves on the back for being on the right end of things – it’s ugly.  I’ve brought this issue up before, but it would take a massive structural over-haul to change anything, and many of the older members still think that to move from denomination to denomination you need to be baptized as a Baptist, Methodist, Episcopalian, Catholic, etc.   One woman put it, “That’s just what you do.”  I like neither the non-chalance of the latter, nor the absolutism of the former.

Yet, we had two adults, both believers, who had been baptized and confirmed that baptism in both passage through Ecclesiastical rites and in their lives.  Frankly, it would have been utterly callous and wrong to say, “Yah, all that was just jumping through hoops.”  Obviously, it wasn’t – they each have a growing relationship with the living Lord, are eager to be counted among his people, and raise their children to embrace the faith – and they really wanted to be members of Central Baptist.  What to do?

Thankfully, both Scripture and Tradition give some guidance there.

First, in Acts 16:1-3, we have a wonderful story of Paul doing something that wasn’t necessary but was proper to soothe the consciences of less-mature believers.  Timothy was a believe who’s mother was Jewish but who had a Greek father.  Since, by Jewish reckoning, the mother determined if someone was Jewish or not – Timothy was kinda caught in no-man’s land.  He hadn’t been circumcised, and yet he was technically Jewish – this would have caused all sorts of problems for the people Paul was trying to minister among.  So, Timothy properly submitted to an unnecessary procedure for the sake of others.  Actually, this passage was the only reason I myself submitted to immersion.  I was baptized as a believer in a Presbyterian setting, and was sprinkled – a practice that hard-core baptists reject as a valid baptism.  So, for the sake of people’s conscience I submitted to immersion – bluntly stating that it was an unnecessary step as I’d already been baptized in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, but I was willing to do it to ease the immature sense of propriety that others in our area shared.

The illustration from tradition dawned on me only much later, but to me is as thought-provoking as that little story in Acts 16.  There is a liturgical practice in which people reaffirm their baptismal vows and, lo and behold, water (in a liturgical setting this would be consecrated water) is actually used for the reaffirmation.  Over my vacation I actually saw this done at an Episcopal Church in Hershey, PA – where a young woman who had grown up in the church had been brought to a new awareness of her need to be close to Jesus and so called home from Africa (where she was studying public health) and wondered if there was any way she could mark her wonderful new awareness of the Living Christ.  The Sunday I worshipped with them she came forward with her family, as well as her new husband, and she publicly reaffirmed her baptism.  I actually got goosebumps during that portion of the worship!

Those two things, coupled together, are what give me my path forward.  It is a wonderful Christian calling to look out for the consciences of others, and reaffirming baptism is part of the worship tradition of Christ’s Church.  In this way, we can look out for folks who wrongly assume that infant baptism and confirmation is never anything more than jumping through a hoop (to be honest, it frequently is, but frankly I’ve seen the same mentality in believers’ baptism churches and dare anyone to prove me wrong) – while at the same time being immersed without forcing people to declare what came before as null and void.  Rather, we can actually reconnect with what came before in a beautiful display of God’s covenant faithfulness.  It’s something I’d like to see codified in the language of the congregation.

Thus, we immersed two new members of Central Baptist Church last month and welcomed them into the fold – but their certificate says clearly that it was a reaffirmation of commitments made, and practiced faithfully, years before they met us.  The gathering to do so was deeply moving, and we have the video to prove it.

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The retreat is over, gotta breathe..

January 18, 2010 · Leave a Comment

For the last couple of months my long-term focus was on developing the Student Chaplain retreat.  It’s quite a bit of work, preparing a retreat, but it’s rewarding to focus on a particular topic with a group for an extended period.  In fact, the chaplain retreat is a highlight of every January for me.

This year’s retreat was centered on the importance of testimony in the Christian life, and it was reasonably well-recieved.  I’m always my own worst critic, so I just look at what should have been better, but people seemed to appreciate the sessions and small group exercise.  We also had one chaplain share a bit of her story growing up after having a hemispherectomy, that was particularly special (thanks for sharing, Jody).  During our worship this morning the chaplains also wrote prayers and gave offerings to be used for the ABCNJ Haitian relief fund.  Their generosity was touching, and the prayers they wrote were beautiful (I’ve got pictures of them, actually).

At 17, t was a smaller group this year than in the past, but the people who came seemed to get along very well and that came out in the small group exercises, as well as in the creativity of the skits they acted out in the evening.  So, all in all, well worth the time and effort.  During the retreat I was able to capture some video and pictures on my iPhone, and was able to put this video together from a few snippets during the retreat – the results are the video embedded here.  A couple of the prayers the chaplains wrote for Haiti are included in the final product, enjoy!

Oh, and the whole thing was edited and uploaded via my iPhone too using the ReelDirector app.

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Time for Christians to listen

January 15, 2010 · 1 Comment

You know, when an Agnostic Jewish news satirist starts quoting Scripture to a TV Preacher and, frankly, makes a whole lot more sense of a tragedy than the preacher – something is seriously “off.”  Do we really care so little for our testimony to Jesus’ Kingdom that we’d rather spend our time trying to show why “they” deserved it?  And, no, I don’t think the “well we just need to pray for these people” excuses the insanity.  I have a friend whose church has missionaries on the ground during the quake – one lost her leg when a building collapsed on her.  I’d say that blood shed in humble service to the King of Kings while suffering with the powerless should trump any urban legend about a pact with Satan.  Anyway, watch John Stewart rip Pat to pieces while showing him what he should be doing instead.

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Someone as bonkers as me…

January 12, 2010 · Leave a Comment

In case you were wondering where I got my idea for the online Bible study from, I must admit it’s a derivative idea.  I’m not naturally that creative.

Father Matthew Presents is a hysterical look as aspects of the Christian faith from an Episcopal perspective – he does a great job!  I particularly enjoy this video on marriage by him:

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As if I didn’t have enough to do…

January 5, 2010 · Leave a Comment

For the last several months I’ve really felt, for the first time in my pastorate here, that Central Baptist really needed a Bible study.  Not a new small group or fellowship, an honest-to-goodness sit down with the text Bible study.  After all, if we’re going to have a Church that is literate reading Scripture together than we need be reading it together.  It makes sense.

The problem is that I’ve been burn by Bible studies so often in the past.  I’ve been in Bible studies that are led by people who don’t want to think, and are populated with people who don’t want to learn.  I’ve been in Bible studies where people’s personal agendas wrap every subject to their pet beliefs (usually it’s “end times” but I’ve been cornered by predestinarians in the past as well). The worst, however, is when people sit in a circle to sleep read a passage from the Bible – and then ask, “Well, what does this mean?”  Usually people just stare dumbly at that moment, but the agenda people just love to jump all over that question (3..2..1, and cue the anti-christ predictions…).

Needless to say, I’ve been kinda timid at the prospect of jumping into that well again.  I’ve written some studies for Central and led groups that follow those materials, but those were time-limited groups with built-in focus.  I’m not sure I could write those kinds of studies all the time (in fact, I’m currently stalled in the 4th of those studies while I dig out from the swamp of projects).  So if I do a Bible study I need to have some fun with it.  I also want people to be able to talk about something for several days, rather than get blind-sided during a study group and left flailing. So here’s my try at something slightly different – our Pilot of the Central Baptist “Study Moment.”

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Avatar, Thoughts

January 2, 2010 · Leave a Comment

This past Monday a friend of mine and I went to see Avatar in 3D at a local theater.  I’ve been meaning to get my thoughts on the movie down, and so here I go.

First, if you go to see this movie, see it in 3D.  The visuals are stunning and the digital 3D actually manages to do them justice.  I caught a bit of how they did the motion capture for the film, and that knowledge  actually aided my appreciation for the scope of the film – the fact that you’re viewing the actors faces captured as they talks is truly a remarkable feat (they didn’t even do that for LOTR and Gollum, where his face was keyframed).

The story of Avatar isn’t anything original.  It’s basically a re-hash of the colonist, resources, natives narrative that’s taken place all over the globe for the bulk of human history (most closely paralleling the North American version).  As such, there really wasn’t anything surprising amidst the “good soldier learns humility, falls in love, becomes conflicted, transforms to a hero” narrative.  The backdrop is gorgeous – but it’s gorgeous window-dressing for what is really a mediocre plot and thin character development.  Probably the most disappointing part of the story is how the character of Pandora itself wasn’t explored – especially since it comes to light that the planet is essentially an organic network.  Delving into Pandora’s story would have been fascinating.  The fact that the war on the planet was fought over “inobtanium” – a mineral more valuable than anything on Earth, but it’s never explained why in the film – left me groaning.

While the middle portion of Avatar showing how Jake Sully came to appreciate the uniqueness of the living network of Pandora as a budding Navi hunter, this story-line eventually runs into the war-like human passion for…. inobtanium (groan).  Oneness, “they didn’t need to die,” and thanking one creature for giving it’s life for other creatures to live quickly fade away to the typical Hollywood tale of the Myth of Redemptive Violence.  The movie comes down to a massive battle of groups trying to kill the other side faster that they can be killed.  Oh, and you know the Navi are the side to root for because Pandora sides with them in the fight (by sending carnivores to beat the snot out of the Marines).

Look, I don’t expect much in the way of ethically challenging resolutions in Hollywood blockbusters, but I would have appreciated maybe a little more depth than the “the noble savages stood up and fought off the oppressors by shear nerve, courage, and will against the cowardly oppressors.”  In the parallel most closely aligned to Avatar, the people to attempted to do that died horribly and the oppressors (a) won decisively and (b) gave the oppressors even more reasons to justify their in-human treatment that they visited upon the natives.  The probalby with the myth of redemptive violence isn’t just that it’s too unimaginative to make for a compelling movie, it’s that when it’s tried in real life the results are always bad.  I’ve seen Christians complaining that Avatar promotes a “leftist agenda,” but the deeper reality is that it promotes the world-view of the warmonger better than any pantheist leftist agenda, “The only defense is a great offense.”

You might think that I’d recommend skipping this one in the theater and watching it when it comes home on Blu Ray or DVD – but I’m not.  The effects of the film are that good, and worth seeing in 3D on the giant screen to be truly appreciated.  While I found the last third of the film to be mentally tiring – it was an emotional arc that wasn’t a bad emotional ride with occasional depth in character that broke through the paper-thin story-arc.  So go ahead and see it, and be wowed by what you see – a huge and over-done melodrama with scenery worth the price of admission.  It’ll win every effects category at the Oscars this year, but not muhc else.

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Books I (remembered that) I read in 2009

December 31, 2009 · 5 Comments

My good friend Chris put out a list of the books he’s read in 2009.  I liked the idea so much I decided to blog my own list of books I read in 2009.  Those I remembered that I’ve read, at least.  Before I start, let me thank Delicious Library for their excellent software that I use to keep track of my books, especially the one’s I’ve lent out.  You guys are awesome.  OK, here goes:

Under the Cope of Heaven: This volume by Patricia U. Bonomi is a wonderful examination of the religious life in the colonies during the Middle and Late Colonial periods.  It’s a fascinating read, and does much to explain for me why the relationships between pastors and churches are often so sketchy.

The Gettysburg Gospel: Gabor Boritt wrote this novel on the emergence of the Gettysburg Address as “American Scripture.”  It’s an OK volume, though the constant shifting of tenses from past to present (often in the same paragraph) gave me a bit of a headache.  The best section described Gettysburg in the aftermath of the battle – to say that this little town was overwhelmed is an understatement.  I’m not sure he achieved the purpose of the volume, but the opening section makes it worth the read anyway.

The Gettysburg Diaries: I’ve never read an annotated diary before, but that’s essentially what Mark Nesbitt does with this book.  He waded through hundreds of Civil War Journals before he found what he was looking for: two journals of ordinary soldiers, one from both sides, who wrote on the same days during the Gettysburg campaign.  The journal entries are short (kinda like twitter updates in the 19th Century) but the color the annotations add is remarkable.  You can read it in a couple of hours, and you should.

Lee: Robert E. Lee has always fascinated me, and I took our summer trip to Gettysburg as an opportunity to pick up a biography on this American icon.  Clifford Dowdey does a good job with Lee’s life-story, and I found that I appreciated Lee all the more after reading this work.  There are points where Dowdey’s biases really spring out – but that doesn’t take aware from the book.

Abraham Lincoln: Allen Guelzo was a professor of mine at Eastern.  I’d never read this work by him but finally picked it up when I was at Gettysburg.  I’m not quite through the book yet (and I forgot it when I came out to Hershey, ugh), but I’m loving every minute of it.  Guezlo’s goal was to examine Lincoln’s development of thought, which makes this a different type of historical work.  Next year I’ll have to read his book on the Lincoln/Douglas debates.

John Adams: This volume by David McCullough was the source material for the HBO miniseries that came out not to long ago.  I can’t remember if I read this in late 2008 or in 2009, but I’m listing it here because I loved the book that much.  Frankly, you could even skip the miniseries.

Flickering Pixels: When the Kindle software became available on the app store I decided that I was going to purchase one book just to see what the experience was like.  A book by Shane Hipps, who is a technological critic (not a luddite, just a critic), seemed to be a good choice. I took this book with me to the BibleTech09 conference with me.  You really should read this book about how technology shapes our faith.

The Harry Potter Series:  I read this series every August, it’s my vacation read.  Actually, I’ll often re-read the last two books of the series if I’m feeling bored.  It’s great.

The Twilight Novels:  My wife and her neighbors were reading these books so I sat down one week and read them.  Brain candy, SERIOUS brain candy, but the mythology of the books was vaguely interesting.

Her Heart Can See: Fanny Crosby grew up in New York during the 1800’s. When she was born John Adams was still alive, when she died World War I had come and gone. Edith L. Blumhofer does a wonderful job conveying the transitions in music, religion, and culture during her remarkable life.  Thanks Jim and Sarah for picking up this book for me!

Nation: Terry Pratchett took a break from his Discworld novels to write this book on the development of a nation in an alternate Earth.  This was a very compelling book!

Unseen Academicals: It was difficult to read this novel.  Not because it was bad, but because Terry Pratchett (who is suffering from Alzheimer’s) said he only had 2 or three novels left in him when his condition was made public.  He has always said the he would write a “last” Discworld novel, and if that holds this is not it, but it’s hard to think that each book he writes draws nearer to the end of his ability to write.  Still, a wonderful novel on the nature of government, distractions, and human nature.

That’s the highlights – I’ve read more than that this year, of course, but this is what I remember at the moment.  I have read a ton of novels this year that aren’t on this list.  I’ve also read more history than appears here.  Interestingly enough, Shane Hipp’s book was the only theological work I read this year (unless you count Bonomi’s volume on Colonial Religion).  Ah well, perhaps I’ll do some more reading in the development of American Religion in 2010 as I try to help churches navigate the communications revolution.  For deep theological reflections I’ve got Jesus the Sage my shelf, that’ll be a January read I think.

Let me echo my friend Chris and say, “Folks, you can never go wrong buying me a gift card to a book store – ever.”

Happy 2010 everyone, and because it still it for few more days, Merry Christmas!

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The War on Advent

December 22, 2009 · 1 Comment

During one of my Advent sermons this year I remarked, “I don’t think there really is any such thing as a ‘War on Christmas.’  At least, if there is one then they’ve apparently missed.  I do, however, think there might be a ‘War on Advent,’ and that churches and retailers are inadvertently allied in that the war.”  The more I ponder that thought, the more I wonder if I’m actually right on that score.  The more I talk to people during the month of December the more stressed it seems that people become.  They need to get their shopping done, they have parties to host or attend, they have cards to mail, and they have gifts to wrap.  And why do they feel this way?  Because we’ve been told that this type of stress is what the “holiday season” is about.

If that’s the case, then “Bah humbug.”

The thing is, the Church doesn’t really actively promote an alternative to this understanding.  Look, I get that Christmas has become a retailer’s dream come true over the last 100 years or so – and I realize that retailers (in an effort to get more money) are trying to appeal to people who may not celebrate Christmas™ and so are saying, “Happy Holidays” instead.  I accept that as the reality on the ground, the desire for ever-increasing revenue is neither relationally healthy nor sustainable – but it’s where people are at.  Sadly, however, too many Christians has focused on the word “Christmas” being unchallenged in the winter holiday corpus and so have started campaign after campaign to let Christians know which stores said, “Merry Christmas” and were, therefor, ok to shop at.  I guess it could be considered a successful tactic in the culture war – but it does absolutely nothing to challenge the notion that December is for spending money, and lots of it, as fast as you can with as much stress as you can bear.  Redirecting that stress to “acceptable retailers” isn’t going to expunge it from our hearts.  Nor is the presence of “Xmas” on signs part of the war on Christmas.  ”X,” which is the Greek letter “Chi” is the first letter of the word “Christ” in Greek, and has been acceptable shorthand for Jesus’ title for almost the entire existence of the Church.  It’s OK, folks, take a deep breath and breathe.

A War on Christmas?  Whatever.

But there seem to be a concerted effort to expunge Advent from the Christian calendar in order to replace it with the “Christmas Shopping Season.”  Advent, you see, is a time of reflection which is meant to develop a sense of hopeful anticipation for the arrival of the Incarnate Son on the scene of history (both his first and second comings).  To this end, Advent is a season where we ready our hearts and minds to enter in to Jesus’ Kingdom.  The Christmas Shopping Season, on the the other hand, is a season of never-ending festivities, consumption, and the anticipation of a “good haul.”  The differences are huge, and the problem is that there really isn’t all that much difference between the “Christmas” that Christians are trying to defend and the “Christmas  (that is, ‘Holiday’) Shopping Season” that the retailers are showing down our throats from September through December.  Christians are out shopping, decorating, planning parties, attending parties, standing in line, and preparing the yearly “haul” – just like everyone else in the country.  The only difference, it seems, is whether or not you say “Merry Christmas” at a store instead of “Happy Holidays.”

Even worse, the idea that the four weeks between Thanksgiving and Christmas are “The Christmas Season” impacts Christian worship.  By the 2nd Sunday of Advent the hymns for that Christian season are spent (if they are sung at all) and so Churches immediately switch to Christmas carols because, “it’s Christmas.”  The deliberate creation of anticipation that is at the heart of the Advent Season gets lost, and so Christmas becomes nothing more than the marking of “Jesus’ Birthday.”  By the 1st Sunday of Christmas church-folk are already beyond the celebration of the Christmas Holiday and are gearing up for the new year celebration, just like everyone else.   I still remember setting up the Sunday worship following Christmas day at the first church I pastured, and annoyed looks I got from people by the audacity to sing Christmas carols “after Christmas.”

Look, I don’t pretend to be some Advent Saint.  I got my Christmas present already because my phone was on it’s last legs and I happened to need a new one.  My house has been decorated since the first week of Advent, and I’m frankly Christmas partied out by this point.  The fact is, if there is a “War on Advent” then I’m afraid that I’ve lost the battle just like most of the other people I know.  Kinda sad, but there it is.

Maybe someday I’ll get a bunch of people who will do all their Christmas celebrations during the actual Christmas season, so we can spend Advent remembering to long for Christ’s coming.

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Evaluation Day

December 1, 2009 · 1 Comment

I might be odd, but I actually enjoy being evaluated.  I think this is partly because I’m usually my harshest critic, so the critiques that other people bring are rarely surprising.  When people evaluate me highly, however, it’s pleasantly surprising.  I am used, however, to being evaluated on things like, “What did you do for continuing education this past year?”  It’s very likely that I’d resent being evaluated on topics like, “How much money did you raise for us last year?”  Both are specific questions, and both are quantifiable, but the latter treats me like a balance sheet rather than a human-being.

Thankfully, I’ve never been publicly evaluated that way – my psyche would have broken.

Today, I had my annual staff evaluation for ABCNJ, which I found to be an affirming experience.  I typically look at what I failed to accomplish, but the folks doing my evaluation kept pointing out what I managed to accomplish in what amounts to be a side-job.  This was good for me to hear.  The other thing they did was to encourage my creativity (i.e. “playing with toys”) because they’d seen good ideas for ministry come out of that, several of which have already impacted that way we do ministry as a region in ABCNJ.  I thrive on encouragement like that, not because I need to be patted on the back, but because the affirmation of freedom in experimentation, movement, and learning allows me to tie the canvas of things I enjoy together into the type of creative super-ball that makes me excited to try out new things.  I have to say, people are lucky to find one place in their lives that gives them that freedom.  I’m currently in TWO places that afford me that privilege in ABCNJ and Central Baptist – and my greatest boss of all time back at Miles River Middle School gave me that same luxury (hi Judy).  In that, folks, I’m blessed.

So, I’ve been affirmed, encouraged, and told to stop beating myself (which I won’t do, but it’s nice to be told that).  Oh, and I also showed more patience among the less tech-saavy people in the region this year than last – so that’s a nice sign of positive growth (though I do think that has a negative impact on my geek-status, I need to check with the geek lore-masters on that).

So, look out 2010, here I come.

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